im lost with simply no direction

where are the people who was once around me?
what happened to me?

- i wish to be simple but i m just not one -

simple yet so pretty (:

went to Gardens with mom in the afternoon. we didnt hav much time,
only went into 2 boutiques. surprisingly, every clothing tht i tried on looked
awesome. weird but they just somehow suit me perfectly. so, i sapuu everytg
mainly bcause they were having sales, and the price are pretty reasonable
after all (: night time, went bbq at liyonds house with heng hau, livia, james
and their family. we had a large variety of food, and they were all fresh and
yummy. but too much meaty stuffs just aint gonna work, it makes people feel
really awful when u over eat em. yikesss!

the world urgently needs your love

after skul, went to tamanmega's orphanage with srikl cf.
i lovee the kids there (: they are humble, they are friendly.
downsyndromes, orphans, lame or watever, really it didnt matter. instead, their
smiles and laughter felt lyk magic. it gave a me a warm and lovely feeling
whenever i c them laughing with joy. hahha! came home around 5.30, bath and
headed straight to church. had dinner there, we were all getting ready for MADE
TO LOVEEE! :D concert was a blast! im glad tht everytg turned out well,
including the powerful message pastor julie shared. hehhe! people,
choose wisely when u hav a choice and while it is not too late!


mj passed away!
i hated u when u were alive
but when ure gone.
hmm, i felt sorry.
my heart sank when i heard about the news.
u are indeed one legendary man!

orphanage

..........

made 2 love! (:

kick!

suffered breathing through the stuffy dumb mask for hours! i really hate 'em.
yikess! but we didnt hav a choice. it was either u wear ur mask and
stay at the audi or u leave and stay outside. well of course, air-condition
always comes first. so staying bac at the audi made us skipped the whole
morning of lesson. weee! :D i liked the fat boy winner, he's so cutee and
his speech kept us laughing all day long. he's good!
results were out today. im proud of myself. i did not disappoint my mom
after all. i just couldnt believe myself for the very 1st time. my jaws were
lyk instantly dropped open, hanging there for a few seconds. i was surprise,
relief! who wouldnt when u were aiming for top5 and unexpectedly
achieve top3 instead? im feeling so awesomee right now. my dream to usa
is finally coming true. mommy, u just cant look down on me! :P

ill b bac soon, leaving for church prayer meeting and preparation for
MADE2LOVE for the moment. byee! (:

ps: MONKEY melts my heart :P

u cant knock me down!

yo monkeys! :D


wanna noe whats up with me recently? i've got two words for you - absolutely busyyy! i m so tired, rushing for classes after classes each day. i m totally restless! i could barely even gasp a breath of air. thts how busy i m for the week. at the starting of the week, i got really impatient with even the little-est thg ever. it felt lyk theres ths timer inside of me tht is gonna explode any second. i was annoyed all the time, but yet i managed to hide it away from the others. thk god there was no volcano explosion.


y are people so sensitive with religion? oh well, i cant do anytg if u dont wan to. but still, im telling u tht its just a concert! no big deal seriously. no offence yeah, i respect u guys (: i just wished tht people will b more open-minded and take it as a friday party nit or smtg.



right! getting bac to my day. we had a short briefing about precautions avoiding the h1n1 ths morning. pigs are flying! they are spreading to many areas in malaysia, thgs are getting worse. pray tht the nations will b under the protect of God lahh! my moms HongKong trip had been postponed for the 3rd time. she's supposed to leave this fri. oh well, she's disappointed but i m happy! :P muahahha! went for vocal class today. it was hilarious! i lyk my teacher :D came home, there was goodnews. my mom'd strike lottery! LOL

thts it!
chaoos. have tons of works waiting for me.
xoxo

birthday princesses! (:

1stly,
happy birthday siti aisyhah! :D
use to spend lots of time to her, gila-ing around.
she's always the extreme super duper crazy wacky one! LOL
imy lots ): but still i loveee youuuu (:

2ndly,

happy birthday ching weng ni! (:
i had a real good laugh cause of ur dumbness and blurness today :P
u thk ill phone u more den 10times and come all the way to ur house just to drop some flyers? LOL
anyways, still, i hope tht u lyk it (:
God bless you darling.
youre forever and ever my best-est big-nose-lilo.
ily ily ilyy! :D

sunflower

i admire the sunflower.
it stands steadily with pride
and its bright yellow petals
somehow seems to be cheerful all the time.
each time i pass by them
i cant resist but to smile.
how beautiful they are
and how perfect my life is!


all the time,
sunflowers faced the direction of sunlight
they know very well
the way that leads to blooming and survival.
walk towards that path of light
open ur eyes wide
examine whether that is the way.
because it hurts watching how it kills people around me
no longer that gorgeous pretty flower
but a dead burnt weed.

SAMPATS sleepover!

on the 11th of junee, SAMPATS had a sleepover at my house. well, not all
of them. pui yi, sue fern, chiou wen, jie xi and jia ni! went to pyramid in the afternoon. had a wonderful time except for the part where i had to squeeze
my butt on the same seat with jia ni when we were watching movies in the
cinema. mann! it was freaking torturing -.-

here are the pictures i promised earlier on (:

the nerdy oness :P

ZOOMM! and have a good laugh at it LOL

sleepover beginss here!

doh-reh-mi :P

yo! :P


just hang up on the phone with weng ni. owhh! i just miss her so much. and i must say tht i m certainly too lucky to own ths one and only best freind in the whole wide world. she's just one in the million (: good news, she called and i get to save my fon bill. yeahh, how smart of me :P
i love babbling and singing. nursery rhymes to rock and roll, rock and roll to classic, classic to oldies (my mom kind of influence me alot in it) or many times i end up not even knowing or understanding what m i singing. the lyrics or melody strikes me, the next thg u noe ill b singing all day long. off-tunes are annoying but theyre common, just as how i hear them whenever my mouth is open. dshhh!

i wanna sleep, my mind dont seem to b functionin consciously LOL
good night people, loveess (:

declaring His lovee (:

MADE 2 LOVE '09

26th of june, be at glad tiding pj sharp.
its made to love concert!
music will b loud and smashing all night
and we're gonna bring the entire hall down ;D
come on! join us and hav fun on ths amazing friday night (:


SUBANG RALLY '09

each and every schools are working their very best for ths huge event.
so come along too! theres no need for me to lie. but with my experience last
year, i tell u, boy it was a fire-burning BIG BOM! well, if u do not sign up now,
ure gonna regret it sooner or later :P i noe of many many of them who had been
working really really hard for the past few months and all tht they wanted
was just to see u guys there, joining in along on tht day.
so, dont be lazy! instaed of staying at home, come come comeee!

ill be there, we'll all b there
waiting just for you! (: