Tuesday, February 10

i live a life that is worse den ever

2008 was the best year i had in my life, and in 2009 i made a really really silly mistake tht i will rmber for life and i really hate myself for tht. i argued badly with my mom on da way bac from pickin up my brother bac from tuition. you see, im a person who doesnt fight bac much wif my parents bcause i noe it isnt right to do so. And 2day, i didnt noe where it came from bac it just sumhow turn a talk to a fight and i ended up wif tears so soo badly. all these was because of the stupidd skul i m stucked to now. well, i have no one to blame to, it was all my fault! yeah, i hav no turning bac. how do u suppose me 2 thk positive at the situation, im so tired, im so stressed up. I leave my house at 7.15 and come home by 4.30 everyday. i have tuiton every single day and now plus so many more homeworks. 2day, my piano teacher said i needed double lesson bcause i didnt hav enough practice. and how do u expect me 2 practise when im tht busy everyday?! I have to stay up to 1 everynit to complete my stuffs. Im so sick of myself and i dont even giv a dam bout wat is going on.

Ps: shen ai, thk u for listenin 2 me complaining and complaining non-stop when i cried just now! LOL thank you dear, ily (:

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