heal my heart

y do playing the piano seems lyk a burden to me most of the time?
how come my brother gets to take thgs easy during exams while i study lyk a bull?

im feeling stressful.
knowing tht im the kind of person who is panic-ky most of the the time, i
could barely even hav a peaceful good night sleep every night. im worrying
about every negative possibility tht might ever happen. however, its a very
high chance for me to fail my piano exam ths year. at the same time, i hav
to balance my time for school exams.

im afraid.
i need a friend to be by my side to encourage me.