gingerbreadmans and icing frosts

i just got out from a hot shower. and i feel gooodd now (:

i spent my christmas eve at Shang with the lai&tings again. no countdown, ntg in fact. its 2:35 in the morning. kills me knowing that ill hav to climb out of bed by 7 for church tomorow morning. Somehow, Esther made me excited when she said we'll be wearing formal for christmas tomorow. first time after yearss since i last went to church for christmas.