im mentally sick.

its Thursday.
its first of April.

Its April Fool.

i fell for the easiest trick by looking down at my skirt when Melissa told me that i had stain on it. it was early in the morning, i couldnt think right.

im feeling a bit moody these days. i dont noe what have gone wrong with me but there just so many things i want to pour out to someone reliable and understanding. im sick of the reality world where people and things happening around are mentally driving me nuts at the moment.

i want to take an escape to a far-away land. somewhere peaceful. somewhere beautiful. somewhere where where i can steal a breath of fresh air from the hectic world where no one ever bothers to look out the window on a fine afternoon. no bothersome people, leaving only myself to the whole world.

i want to be left alone.